“There was an idea… to bring together a group of remarkable people to see if they could become something more…”
Nick Fury shared this reflective monologue in a scene during the Avengers which led to the whole sequel of movies in the Marvel Cinematic Universe- 11 years later (after the first release of Iron Man) and 22 movies later. It all comes to an end (the end game?). But I’m not here about the movie facts and all. Just a like that sequel, we have ‘sequels’ in life driven by different goals that we may have started at the beginning of this year. And driven by the end in mind, we made a personal pact with ourselves to do whatever it takes- I started this off in Part 1 of the journey.
The year is 2019. Yes this year. January 1st 2019. It may not have been on the first day of the year, but probably within the first month. We may have set ourselves goals, resolutions, objectives or whatever name we have for milestones in this year. How’s your year so far? How’s that going? Any wins or losses so far? Just here to remind you (and myself, of course) that we got the year started and it ain’t ended yet. We are half way through, but you know what not yet done. Along the way, I’ve been able to pick up a few learnings- two major ones I need to jot down lest I forget.
There’s a Japanese proverb, “Nana korobi, ya oki” which means “Fall down seven times, stand up eight.” It means choosing to never give up hope, and to always strive for more. It means that your focus isn’t on the reality in front of you, but on a greater vision that may not be reality yet. Failing is not the end. It’s part of the journey. I started off the year with so much in mind. This year I am going to be better. Be better personally, mentally, physically, spiritually, socially and better up every alley. In some I honestly gave my very best. At the start of the year, one of the things I wanted to try my hand in (I guess in the literal sense) is writing. Of which, I have to admit it can be hard maintaining the same consistency that one starts with. A big applause to those out there putting in their creative juices through whatever skill. It’s never easy to keep up, but you try and that’s what matters. Through the year so far, learning that I am fallible and having to recover from that can be both breaking and humbling at the same time. It’s helped me get a better perspective and realize that when you are down, the only way is up. Side note: that’s why I love gravity…it keeps me down to earth!
“Everyone fails at who they are supposed to be. The measure of a hero is how well they succeed at who they are.”
Frigga (Thor’s mom), Avenger’s End Game
You are worthy and it’s worth it! Halfway through the year, you may feel like the goal or big dream is too huge. But isn’t that how dreams are supposed to be? Way bigger than our egos? Bigger than what we can fathom. I learnt something this year. So profound it will blow your mind! It’s simple: if you want your dream to come true, the first thing you have to do is wake up! More than ever, this resounded like a church bell in a high cathedral calling all saints and believers to action. It’s self doubt and passivity that has stopped me from jumping into action and instead left me just being comfortable with where I am. All the same, I’ve had to remind myself that I am worthy of every opportunity that comes my way and it is worth it. It was a dream so I woke up…and so should you!
Running out of words and ideas to write. Dealing with mental blocks from time to time. Getting the flu and saying you won’t manage to stick to your fitness rhythm. Sometimes it’s looking back at the past 6 months and counting on your fingers what you’ve done so far yet you don’t even go past your first hand. It’s more than that. It’s celebrating the small wins. Your life. Family. Your friends. Milestones. Small steps in the right direction (wrong steps you’ve also learnt from and walked in the opposite direction). It’s more about staying focused and strong willed. Month 6. June 2019. In retrospect, grateful for the year so far even with the highs and the lows.It’s still teaching me to dig deeper, create more, pen and pun. I am still on the journey though- hopping from one season to another. Every season comes to an end, to allow room for another to creep in. Part of the journey is the end, my friend, which we’re all still on.
“And you ask ‘What if I fall?’
Oh, but my darling,
What if you fly?”
Erin Hanson, author and poet